We have now been TTC for a year. It sucks. As of now, it looks like it's unexplained infertility. So basically I can't get pregnant again and doctors can't tell me why. Brilliant! And to top it all off, I just learned that our new health insurance coverage does jack for infertility treatment (as opposed to my former insurance that covered much, much, much more). I keep telling myself that there's a reason for it all, that God's got it all under control. But I'm just sad. It all just doesn't make sense.
Please explain to me why some women who don't want to get pregnant do? Why some women who can barely take care of themselves pop out babies like bunnies? How drunk teens in the back of cars get knocked up? But for the life of me, I can't get pregnant!!!
Yes, I know it sounds like I'm feeling sorry for myself, but I'm entitled to a bad day every now and then.
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